Salam!
I just realised that I’ve been neglecting this blog for quite some time now. It’s April of 2010! Sorry for ignoring you, my dear blog. I’ve been caught up with life, iatah inda lagi terblog. But no worries, I’m back. 
So far, 2010 has been great for me. I am now calmer, less whiny, happier and the most important thing is, I’m happy with who I am right now. I’m not the most attractive girl out there and I have been conscious of my body all my life. The thing is, growing up, I have been teased a lot. Especially about my weight. But when I look back, I wasn’t really all that fat. I was just a bit on the overweight side. But you know lah all these people cannot keep their mouth shut. So I’ve been living all these years thinking that I was so fat and no one would like me.
Clearly, that was a mistake. But now I am comfortable with my body, walaupun inda perfect, this is who I am. When I think of my childhood days, I really feel sad about all those mean kids. Sure, they were kids… but so was I! How can you not think of other people’s feelings? Screw them! I thought about them all these years and how they affect myself. But now I can ignore all those bad feelings and just feel good about being me.
And that, I think is an achievement. Not many women can say that they are comfortable with their body. I am and I’m happy about it. I feel good and confident. Walaupun I need to work out lagi, but at least I know that. I don’t want to be caught up with all those girls yang obsessed about their weight and do all those crazy fad diets. I want to live healthily and happily.
Happy Sunday!
p/s: I need to change my blog header! 
Done!
