Concentric Life

Yes, I’m coping with the heartbreak. Why did he do that? I feel like I’m worth nothing to be left just like that. I have a theory, though. Before he met me, he was heartbroken. So, that made me the rebound girl. Yes. That explains everything. But then things get so serious between us that he got scared and ran away.

I can think whatever I want about him. I seriously think that he is such a coward for leaving me like that. If he doesn’t like me, why didn’t he say so? If he has someone else, why didn’t he say so? If’s and why’s. I’m pathetic.

How to move on? First thing is to delete him from your life. Delete and empty recycle bin. I really wish it’s as simple as that. In real life, these things take time. No matter how happy I look, I’m mourning inside.

I wish for strength and patience from you, Ya Allah..

Until then, salam…

I’ve never asked for you to come into my life. But you came. You were the perfect dream guy I’ve been waiting for. You may have flaws, but you were perfect for me. It was like a dream come true. Three perfect months, and then you disappeared into thin air. No questions asked. No goodbyes. Nothing.

I was devastated. But I welcome it. I’ve been anticipating for this to happen. It’s the woman instinct. There is no such thing as a perfect guy and a happy ending.

I guess the moral of this story would be to wake up and smell the polluted air. There is no fairytale. Stop living in a dream. Stop having high expectations for each and every guy or girl you meet. Real life is unfair. It’s supposed to be unfair. It’s how we learn and gain experience.

And yes, I am back to square one. Single and bitter. This is life!