Yes, I’m coping with the heartbreak. Why did he do that? I feel like I’m worth nothing to be left just like that. I have a theory, though. Before he met me, he was heartbroken. So, that made me the rebound girl. Yes. That explains everything. But then things get so serious between us that he got scared and ran away.
I can think whatever I want about him. I seriously think that he is such a coward for leaving me like that. If he doesn’t like me, why didn’t he say so? If he has someone else, why didn’t he say so? If’s and why’s. I’m pathetic.
How to move on? First thing is to delete him from your life. Delete and empty recycle bin. I really wish it’s as simple as that. In real life, these things take time. No matter how happy I look, I’m mourning inside.
I wish for strength and patience from you, Ya Allah..
Until then, salam…
